My condolences to his family and friends.
Ken Elkins was hanging out with a 40 year old man, Leonard Wayne III, on April 16, 2006, together with two or three other adults. Wayne purchased two bottles of liquor, and the group went to a vacant lot and set to drinking. Elkins passed out and could not be revived.
Auburn-area man charged in teen's death from alcohol
By Christine Clarridge
Seattle Times staff reporterA 40-year-old Auburn-area man with a history of alcohol problems was charged with manslaughter Wednesday for allegedly buying the whiskey that killed a 13-year-old boy.
Kenneth E. Elkins, died April 16 of alcohol poisoning after consuming enough liquor purchased by Leonard Wayne III to reach a 0.37 percent blood-alcohol level, nearly five times the adult legal limit for driving, according to charging documents filed in King County Superior Court.
Elkins had been hanging out with Wayne, Wayne's adult son and daughter and another young man when they all decided to drive to a liquor store on Auburn Way South, where Wayne bought a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of liqueur, prosecutors allege.
The group then drove to an abandoned baseball field and passed around the whiskey, the court papers say. Elkins was drinking way too much, and Wayne told him to slow down but didn't take the bottle away, according to the papers.
By the time the group returned to the home of Elkins' aunt, who was not there, Elkins was passed out in the back seat of the car, the court papers say.
Eventually, Elkins' sister arrived at the home and took Elkins into the house. She called their father, and together they tried to care for him. But he stopped breathing and could not be revived.
Wayne has a criminal record that includes robbery, a drug conviction and three convictions for alcohol-related offenses.
If convicted in Elkins' death, he could face more than four years in prison. Wayne is free pending arraignment, set for Sept. 5.
http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/local/282349_muckleshoot24.html
A man accused of buying liquor for a 13-year-old boy and doing little to stop him from gulping a lethal amount of it may now be the first person in King County to be held criminally responsible for such a death.
Leonard Wayne III -- a fellow Muckleshoot Indian Tribe member and longtime friend of the boy's father -- was charged Wednesday with second-degree manslaughter.
The boy's father, Robert Elkins, said Wednesday that he thinks such a charge is justified for Wayne and "anybody who does that, and this happens to a child."
"I kind of blame myself, too, you know," he said. "I wasn't there."
A warrant was issued for Wayne's arrest. If convicted, the 40-year-old man, who is known by the name "Layback," could face roughly four years in prison.
Robert Elkins found his son passed out on the couch, took off some of the boy's clothes and carried him to bed. He wishes he'd realized that his son was in such bad shape that he could not survive the night.
"I didn't know how much he drank," he said. "If I did, I would have called an ambulance."
Kenneth's sister checked on him periodically and, as she tried to roll him over later, discovered that his lips were blue. She called 911, but medics were unable to revive him.
The boy's blood-alcohol level was 0.37 percent -- nearly five times the adult legal limit to drive a car.
His family is still trying to cope with his death. Robert Elkins has gotten a few of his six children into grief counseling and has arranged for alcohol and drug counseling for one of them -- along with himself.
King County prosecutors say they can't recall any other case in which they've charged someone for buying the liquor that caused someone's death.
"By providing alcohol to a 13-year-old, he acted with criminal negligence," said prosecutor's spokesman Dan Donohoe.
Sheriff's spokesman John Urquhart said teenagers die of alcohol poisoning too frequently across the country, but "being able to find out who provided the alcohol is difficult. From that standpoint, the charge is unusual."
Investigators from the Sheriff's Office, which provides contract police services on the Muckleshoot reservation, identified Wayne with the help of video-surveillance footage from the liquor store, according to court papers
Posted by: Liz | Monday, August 28, 2006 at 02:47 PM
i love u kenneth elkins i miss u..
Posted by: sylena oliver | Monday, September 04, 2006 at 07:45 AM
i miss ehn love yooh kenny.. i cant wait too C yooh agaiN!! i hope your doing better.. I love ehn MISS YOOH SOO MUCH!!!... mkay .. mee yooh ehn deidre will always bee the ROOHS!!! xoxo HeLeNaH rAe
Posted by: helen jameson-courville | Wednesday, October 04, 2006 at 01:07 PM
hey baby boy
its been a year now since you left us..i miss you so much i cant wait to c you again that would b so awsome..lovin and missin you every day since you left us..i can still remember the night i got the bad phone call about you dying..i wish i could have said good bye.today im goin to make my second sweat shirt this time with your picture on the back i cant wait to get it..im so happy..but man kenny i have no one to turn to wit all my problems anymore..you were like my rite hand man. i guess god needed you more than we..ur just gone but never ever ever fergotten..LOViNG YOU TiLL THE DAY i DiE!
Posted by: sylena oliver | Tuesday, April 24, 2007 at 04:10 PM
Mr.Boodah Boodah Man!!
oh mie gosh Kenneth i miss you so much.. Words can Not even explain! Honestly if you were here right now i think that life would be much easier! Even though it was annoying i stil miss it when you would always prank kall me and helen.. wed get so mad at you.. but you were juss so funny! hahaha i remember dat one time you came to da movies in ur blow pop pagamas!! dat was so hilarious.. meeh and helen was juss laffen at you forever!! The hardest part was to here haley telling me you had past away.. a memory ill never forget.. Well i LOVE YOUH WITH ALL MY HEART && ALWAIS WILL!!
xoxoxoxox cant wait too c youh again!
Posted by: shakyla mayfield | Tuesday, April 24, 2007 at 06:42 PM
i miss you kenneth.
aloooot.i wish u were
still here.i kinna need
you right now.you were
the only one i went to for
my problems.your gone
but never ever forgotten.
lovin you always,sylena.
Posted by: sylena | Saturday, September 22, 2007 at 06:10 PM
I miss you bro
Posted by: Monique | Wednesday, October 24, 2007 at 01:40 PM
Kenneth .
I cant believe its been longer than a year that i havent seen or talked to you. We had the best times together. Alot of it was me you and helen. Wow we were some cool kids huh. I know your n a better place now but i wish i could have been with you a little longer. I can never spend another Easter day the same way. writing this tears me up . Everybody misses you. Sandra has your name written on her walls. Helen has a t-shirt with your name on it . Etc. I love you Kenneth. Rest in Paradise Babyy. (People Remeber The Good Die Young)
Posted by: Shakyla M | Tuesday, January 08, 2008 at 04:40 PM
i miss u bro......luv moniuqe.....it bean 2 years.......luv u
Posted by: monique underwood-elkins | Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 11:24 AM
KENNETH,
I swear u were the funniest cousins i ever had...u always said "FABOLOUS!". but now your family and friends are missing you so much. I can't wait to seeyou agian.
Now the world is way dffrenter without you.
so i can not wait till i get to see you agian.
P.S capeesh capessh. n my mom said hi to...♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Posted by: Tia | Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 04:01 PM
P.S FABULOUS!.
my mom misses you too!...♥ =]
Posted by: Tia | Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 04:11 PM
i dont believe dat it been over 2 years since u past away bro.... i miss u alot.... and i luv u alot. i just cant wait to see u again.i remember we use to argue all the time.. also i remember is i always try to follow u and hang out with u..
luv u and miss u
R.I.P Kenneth Edward Underwood-Elkins
Posted by: Ryan Elins | Sunday, April 20, 2008 at 10:48 AM
roses are red violets are blue,
we are having a hard time without you
we miss you and luv u.
i remember the good times we had,
since you been away we are all sad,
but we hope u are glad.
i remember you in so many ways,
why was u the one who went away.
how short our lifes can be
we will remember you,
just wacth over us and yuo'll see.
What would u do when our lifes come crashing down?
what would u do if we woke up 6 feet underground?
What would u do if all of ur friends turn their back?
Would you be ok with that?
Now all that i learned to love
is falling apart
blood drips from above.
it been over 2 years since u left us all
and everyone waits for ur call.
i see no reason why you left us behind,
i do not know if im dead or alive.
2 full bottles
1 with blood, the other one filled with beer,
dont woory i do not believe in fear
sadness falls in my lap
you was gone in a snap.
Posted by: Ryan Elkins | Sunday, April 20, 2008 at 11:46 AM
u were my best friend cousin brother i could ever have, some days i think ur right next to me but when i look ur not their. its been hard with out u hear i luv u kenny
Posted by: thomas aka TMAN | Sunday, May 18, 2008 at 03:04 AM
i miss u cuzion kenny....and remember iwill always will miss u.... and i remember wen u always used 2 tickle me every time i see u cuase i would say u stink and u would come and tickle me....then u would keep ticling me and i would go out side and u woe com an get me again... it is hard living with out u and i dont know wut 2 do wit out u....i think about u all the time.....i just cant stop thinking it is so hard i cry every time i hear ur name.....i would love to see you wen u come and see me again i would give you a hug and say i luv u cuz and say i will always come and see you and leave okay and go see my gram and come back too u ticling me and i would luv too see you again..... that wayne dude is rude i will always remember u unless wayne came into ur conversaction and ruin it but love yah and i always will!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL!!!!!!!!! PEACE OUT LOC MISS YOU a lot!!!
Posted by: kali undwerwood-dan | Tuesday, June 03, 2008 at 06:04 PM
mi bro......i remeber the old times......i rember we always went 2 the moviez whith hella people....butman itz not the same wit out u......omg i remember the time wen i was tryin 2 go pee but u got me befor i went and u laie om me ans i said im goin 2 pee on u n u said go haed n i did.....lol....but dang over 2 years already.....itz jus 2 hard 4 me wit out u...itz jus 2 hard ....but yeah.....man i cry every day 4fo u.... luv ya alot bro...miss u alot ...if any 1 wantz 2 know mi mispace diplay name is momo..:d but yeah ur in our hearts stilll m 4ever
Posted by: monique underwood-elkins | Tuesday, June 03, 2008 at 06:13 PM
i lov u bro with alll my haert and i want u 2 now dat..........i remember wen we went to the moviez wit hella peps from r home town muckleshoot and we went to go watch little man and now every tome i watch it i look 2 my side and i dont see it and i wounder if u cant even see me from above so..........yah i wish i can see u more but i cant i remember the day i went 2 auntis n dad told me u we're gone i said were he said heaven i started 2 cry and i baerly even got 2 see u when we all went 2 ur furnel n i couldn't look at u i had to get brushed off n it was hella hard 4 me to loose a bro lik u dat brought me every where but there even if u didnt have money for me cuzz we all lov others and stay wit others no matter wat peps said bout me u brought me anyways i love and miss u wit all my heart...
P.S. ANGEALINA STILL LIKS U
Posted by: NATASHA KATINA UNDERWOOD ELKINS | Tuesday, June 03, 2008 at 06:31 PM
iMiSSY0U BR00 HELLA .
Posted by: tasha . | Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at 03:19 PM
WELL DAMMM KENNYY iMiSSiN YOU LiKEE CRAZZY RiGHT N0WW JUST THE WH0LE THiNGG WiTH ME CHiLLiNG WiTH Y0UR FAMM iS REALLY BRiNGiNG BACKK S0ME MEM0RiESS . i H0PE T000 SEE Y0U S00NN ..
AS P0SSiBLEE ♥ WELL iM GANNA DiPP 0UT F0RR N0WW . PEACEE F0RR N0WW BUT N0TT T00 L0NGG .
[[&&heartss;;licia]]
Posted by: LiCiA. | Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at 03:25 PM
well bro it been over 2 years now .n its been hard 4 mii n every 1.lik we all cant let u go its hards u where n r every 1s heart.n i hope it iz da same n at least u in a better place but its wit out us.n oh i lik miss n love yU n i hope u love all ur nephews n nieces i llove them wit all muh heart there muh every thing.jus lik u.u r muh bro i say dat cuz u where dare 4 mii n now u not here.
n i cant stand it cuz im diffrent wit out bi muh side no mor.wen yU not there its hard.
i love u!!!!
u now dat i can do anything 2 hav u baCc in muh life.
im not lik goin 2 let u go u where muh 2nd oldests bro n every thing u where there 4 mii every minn i needed u.
cuzz noe i cant c u its lik im invisable.cuzz i dont hav u bii mii no mor i had u in muh life n u not in it no mor.
its lik i cant do anything wit out u.
but im almost out uv it.
u lik every bodys b00,hunn,friutcake n every thing i cant stand it...
u lik in muh life all da time i jus wish u where there wit mii n licia n her homies on friday cuzz u alwayz lik da moviez u lik everyday wit hella ppl.
n now u not there idk cuz i think ill handle it its not goin 2 b da 1st time wit out at da movies in 2 years.i was alwayz wit u all da time at da mall n moviez.
i know dat u r wit mii but lik i cant c u face 2 face cuzz u a brve big bro.
but heyy i know dat ur goin 2 b wit us on friday n every day uv muh life.
s00 lik yeah dats all i have 2 say peace out muh bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: natasha underwood | Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at 03:54 PM
well kenneth.
wow. life is soo hard after you left me all alone :[... you was my bestfriend.my brother. my [seceret boyfriend] and everything else. i terribly miss you ALOT! life is just nothing without you and i can't wait to see you. i really wish you would have never drank that night and i wouldn't have gotten a call at 1-2 in the morning saying your GONE :[. well i wish you can justt come back to mee.!! and id take everything back. i mean EVERYTHING. i knew it broke your heart when i broke up with you but i seen you more as a brother then a boyfriend. yeah i may look happy but i really not! i haven't been the same DEIDRE MARIE EDWARDS since april sixteenth two thousand and six. you are my everything. thers not a day that goes by i dont think of you... well i go back to school now and planning to graduate. it was soo hard to go back to school after you passed. we shared a freakin locker! you know how hard that was to go back to a empty locker. them bitches took everything. even my stuff :[.... well i just want you to know that i love and miss you. you would have been sixteen years old right now. as of last sunday....well i love you. miss you. hope you are proud of mee for going back to school. and the only reason im graduating is because of you. && because of you is the only reason im alive. because i know thats what you have wanted. okay. this is enough i guess. i love you babyboy! miss you alot :] :'[
-Deidre Marie Edwards [Mama]
Posted by: Deidre Marie Edwards [MAMA] | Monday, October 13, 2008 at 09:45 PM
I FELL SAD FOR YOU!!AND WILL REMEMBER U FOR EVER
Posted by: kayleah | Friday, October 24, 2008 at 09:30 PM
hey son I mean Ken Ken this is auntie mom I just wanted to say i miss you hella and love you dearly my baby has been missing you alot lately but you should be very proud she wants to finish school for you. happy belated b-day kid miss you sunny boy and will always love you for a lifetime hoyt
Posted by: auntie mom josie courville fryberg | Monday, October 27, 2008 at 11:13 PM
i cant live with out u but i must move like a sluge to move forward
ever day that i wake up is another day i cant see u
why couldnt i found u that day why was i not by u side
u life was cut so short that the days after u past i felt like dying i never told any one that
the day that u were born was the day that means the most to me now
the day that ur life was taken i try to take that day at every moment as best aspossiable but no matter what i break down and cry
when i got the phone call that u died i was deid my life stoped and it took month before i was a little okay
i loved every moment we ever spent together kid and when my # is called i hope we meet again
Posted by: ??????????? | Saturday, December 20, 2008 at 04:25 AM
heyy kenny,
well lets start its hard 2 move up in life wit out u here right nxt 2 me!!!!but all i knw iz that u r wacthin over me!!!!u were muh evrything!!when i found out u were gone i busted dwn in 2 tears!!!!!i asked y did it have 2 b u????u were tha 1 that i culd trust i wuld NEVER 4get u!!!fubk all these bicthes that didnt lik u its juss that they didnt knw u!!!!!!all they r is fubkin haters!!!!!they had 2 go 4 tha fubkin best bro!!!!!
Well its almost been 3 years 4 wen tha day u left me!!!!but i wake up n look 4 u!!!!ppl dnt knw how bad its been after u left i cant fubkin stand i u were there 4 wut ever i had 2 say but i cant say anyting 2 u!!!!!but all i knw u knw wut im trying 2 say 2 u!!!!!!but u knw i ily!!!!!but juss had 2 say it n thats all i got 2 say il get babk @ yooh peace!!!!!!!
Posted by: lil sister natasha!!!!!! | Wednesday, February 18, 2009 at 11:39 PM
hi cuz im crying right know 4 u and it is hard 10 people died this whole and it makes me kry my uncle jonny buck died and im still krying for him too and also miss you i miss u tickleing me it kills me too be wit out u!!im ms.fabulas
Posted by: ***kalecia elizabeth underwood-dan*** | Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 06:45 PM
hy cuz this is my 5th time coming to look at ur profile and it hard wit u im crying right now for u please right now come see me u cant ur at were it safe and now looking by my side ur not there waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Posted by: ur the tickle moonster(kali little cuz) | Thursday, March 19, 2009 at 05:46 PM
IDK WUT 2 DO IM LOST,SCARD,SAD, N OTHERS...... I DNT KNOW WUT 2 DO ANYMORE UR MUHH BRO..... BUT HAD 2 STOP BI N SAY IT.....
Posted by: TASHA | Sunday, March 22, 2009 at 02:35 PM
STiLL MiSSiN YOOH EVERY DAY BABYBOii.
CANT BELiEVE iTS ALREADY BEEN 3 HOLE YEARS WiTHOUT YOU iTS STiLL SO UNREAL..i MiSS TALKN TO YOU..PRETTY MUCH MiSSiNG ALL THE OLD DAYS...CANT WAiT TiL THE DAY WHEN i GET TO SEE YOU AGAiN..LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH..
Posted by: SYLENA OLiVER | Friday, June 05, 2009 at 10:58 AM
edited for language I do not allow on this blog
Kenny<3 i f#ckiin love yuhh!
I wishh yuh wuz alive so we can all tell yuhh how muchh we care 4 yuh!
even thoughh yuhr gone yuhr styyl there,
its styll hardd witoutt yuhh!
i juss wannuh c yuhh so effin badd,
i miss yuhh!
well luv yuh bro<3
Posted by: Shayaa<3 | Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 06:05 PM
edited for language I do not allow on this blog
heyy,kenny
i f$ckkinggg misss yuh so much.
its benn solong..
but i cant help all i can do is let yuh do wut yuh do..
but juss hada sayy ur always wit me..
ttyl
Posted by: Tasha<3 | Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 06:58 PM
edited for language I don't allow on this blog
DAMN KENNY I MISS Y00H S0 MUCHY00H DON'T EVEN KOW RIGHT NOW..
THERES HELLA PPL TELLING ME DIFFERNT SH!T..
ID WANNA BELIEVE THE SH!T
THIER TELINGG ME..
ALL I WANT IS Y00H 2 BE HERE
SO I CAN CAN ASK Y00H MYSELF..??
THIERS SO MUCH DIFFERNT SHIT..
ALL I WANNA DO IS DFLIP
THE F^CKK OUT..
WHYY SHOULD I DO SUMTHINGG FO SOMEONE THAT CANT DO SH!T FO ME..
CAN';T BELIEVE ANY OF THEM..
BUT ONLY Y00H BUT UR BOT HERE..
Posted by: Tasha<3 | Saturday, August 08, 2009 at 04:23 PM
hey br0 it's me AGAIN!!
i love and miss you so much.
there no person that will take ur plce!
My familyy is the most important thing right now!theres so much people dieing and all that we don;t need that! we are 3 yrs now and ur not byy ourside.! we will be right byy eothers side talking to eother abouht how fum iit was wit yooh! and cry and talk abouht how much this lifes messed up without yooh!1 how can this all happen is this true?? are yooh really gone? can i really belive iit? yes to all of it cuz imma have to. i have to cuz i can't see you everydayylike i always use to! and i have to believe it. i hate thiis life without you cheering me up wen im out of my life and al that! i love and miss you bro!!
Posted by: natasha | Saturday, August 22, 2009 at 05:00 PM
FUCC! LIFE AINT SHIT ND NEVER WILL BE SHIT 2 ME WITH OUT U BY MY SIDE WE DID EVERY THING WITH EACH OTHER ND NW ITS ALL FUCCED UP WITH OUT U HERE EVERY THING CHANGED EVEN MY LIFE SPENDIN MOST UV MY NIGHT CRYIN MY SELF 2 SLLEP CUZ I MISS U HELLA.! MAN BRO LIFE JUS AINT THA SAME WIT OUT U GOIN 2 THA MOVIES ALL THA TIME NW I HARDLY EVEN GO CUZ WEN IM THERE I ALWAYS THINK UV U THINKIN UV THA OLD TIMES WEN U WERE THERE JUS FELT LIKE CRYING EVERY SINGLE TIME IM THERE BUT DONT! I REMEBER THIS 1 TIME WEN WE WENT 2 CHINOOK ND WE WERE ON THA BUS ND WE WERE LAGHIN ND SHIT ND THA TEACHER OR WUT EVER THAT WAS ON THA BUS TRYD 2 SEPERATE US ND I WAS KICCIN HER ND CALLING HER A BITCH! BUT THOSE WERE OLD DAYS WEN U WERE HERE!U WERE MY EVERY THING ND ALWAYS WILL BE LUV ND MISS U HELLA BRO!
Posted by: MOMO | Friday, August 28, 2009 at 05:50 AM
its been over 3 years since you left baby boy..geez i miss you so much.not a day goes by that i dont think of you.always on my mind..love you..
Posted by: sylena oliver | Thursday, September 03, 2009 at 04:59 PM
Posted by: TASHA-BUTT | Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 07:00 PM
damn bro there is nuthin taht will change butt bout to go home peace out
Posted by: that one gurl | Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 08:04 PM
Kenny. I just wantin to say that i love an miss you tons! I'm at school right now(:. lol. Can't wait to get this done an over with. Graduating C/0 2011! Yay! lol. Just saying i love an miss you tons! Always be my bestfriend!!!! Love you babyy boi. Miss yaa mass much;
<3; Miss Marie;
Posted by: Deidre Marie; | Thursday, October 22, 2009 at 11:35 AM
kenny love u with all my heart when i see ur house down here in taholah i think of u love though hard living with out u............
Posted by: Kalecia E Underwood-dan | Monday, February 01, 2010 at 02:19 PM
2 more months & its 4 years since you been gone..wtf to do with out u babe..missing you like no other. Just had to come threw n tell u I love and miss u... I got a tattoo in memory of u..the pain was well worth it.. I always catch myself reminiscing about the past its always a bitter sweat moment because just knowing ur not here no more.. love u lots......
Posted by: sylena oliver | Saturday, February 06, 2010 at 05:12 AM
Heyy Bro,
I fucxin miss you it's almost been four years with out you here with us.! I jus dont know what to do bkuz your not here. There's no one to prank call people with now [Well not as fun it was]. Or goto tha movies with. I've been doin my best to keep moving foward but it's jus to hard. I have 58 days without gettin high today&83 without gettin drunk. I <3 you Kenneth Edward Underwood-Elkins!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Saturday, March 27, 2010 at 02:00 PM
Why was it you that had to go.? Why is hard without you here with me.? Why did you have to go & drink that night.? & this is jus gunna be another easter without you. I didnt want you to leave us all so soon. Jus sayin this all jus makin me wanna tear up. But i cant. Its jus hard for me to think that your really gone. I jus wanna go & get drunk. But i know you would want tha best out of me. But im jus thinkin like an addict again bro & wanna do tha oppisite. & i been tyrin to get this shot outa my head for awhile but its jus bringin me down. I <3 you with all mt heart Kenneth Edward Underwood-Elklins.!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Saturday, April 03, 2010 at 09:49 PM
Man Kenny, everyones missing you.): and its killing us to know thats its Easter again tomorrow, another holiday without you.): Alot of people have been thinking about you and how you were. I remember those days at skool where you would hog my momma from me.(; and always ask her to bring you something to drink at lunch. We had some pretty good memories, with Momo, Tasha, Ryan, aww,at your guy's old house. Watching that scary elf movie or something like that.(: But I really want you to know we all miss you so very much. I wish what happened to you didnt, becuase our world would be so much happier. to know your gone every year kills, and that aint no lie. I still cant wait till I can see you again, Im just happy I know you can read my thoughts, to know Im thinking about you, and all of our memories. (sigh), well, Im gonna stop for now, and I promise Ill come back on here and leave you some love, I aint gonna leave you hanging.(: Love You To The Moon, And Stars, Plus Jupiter And Mars.<3
signed;
Tia Noel Cheney.
miss you brother.):
Posted by: Tia Cheney. | Saturday, April 03, 2010 at 10:02 PM
Kenny,
I miss you so much bro.! Lifes hard without you here beside me. I wish you was here it would make life so much easier. I know your watchin over us all. I <3 & MISS YOU BRO.!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Wednesday, April 28, 2010 at 09:26 PM
This really touched my heart. So hard. I don't know any of you, at all, but keep on keeping on. I love you, dear strangers. <3
Posted by: FriendofBills | Sunday, May 23, 2010 at 09:18 AM
Kenneth,
Bro, Why do I feel so lonley? Why do I have to be in this situation? I miss you like Crazy! I juss wish that you was here! I'm trying to straighten my ass up but it's juss so fuccing hard! I wanna do it but I don't. I juss feel so great doing it bkuz i kknow it's the best thing for me but I'm not suree if I'm ready for the shitt! ughh! Why was it you that had to go! Why did he picc you! You were always there for me! & now that your gone I don't feel like me anymore! I feel like a diffrent person! I'm not the same without you! I'm lost in this "world"! I really don't wanna be here! I wanna be with you! I wanna be myself again! It's like I'm nothing without you here! People may love me & Tell all kinds of diffrent shit but It's juss so hard to believe it all! My life aint gunna change it's juss all gunna go im circles! I don't need it! NO ONE aint gunna sober up! They don't kknow how to! & I think NONE of them EVER will! I juss always wish that you would be here BKuz it's so hard without you here! It's juss all bol shit! I NEED you here KENNETH EDWARD UNDERWOOD-ELKINS! I will ALWAYSS LOVE & MISS YOU! & NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT! lOVE YOU BRO!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Saturday, June 26, 2010 at 09:02 PM
Kenneth. I just dont know what to do? Its been forever scine I seen you. I dont know . This life is so cunfussing I jst think this shouldn't of happend. Its was all a joke. I dont know. I jst been missin you alot lately. Im not going to let it get me down tho. Things jst need to change up a little bit yu know. Lol. But i thought I would drop by & show yu some love. I miss you hella . I just wish I can see you sometime soon. I FUCK!NG LOVE YOU ! MISSING YOU EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE. i LOVE YOU ONCE AGAiN. (: ♥Tashaaaa
Posted by: NatashaKatina. Swollow ON that. | Monday, July 05, 2010 at 12:57 PM
Kenny,
Damn Bro! I don't even know where to start. Lifes juss been fucked up lately! Making Dumb-Ass decions. I juss don't know at this moment. I love & Miss you lyke no other. Doing shyt I shouldn't be doing. Juss trying to pass this bumpy road. Hearing shyt I don't wanna hear. Disapoited in alot of people but mostly myself. I can't blame it on others bkuz it's all on me. There's no way around it this tyme. I'm alot more smarter in my head but juss can't believe it it's telling me shyt I should be doing but I juss turn my back & do the complete oppsite. I try to help others but at tha end it juss fucks me over. I really can't do shyt right. I juss need to clear my head & focus on myslef but it's juss to hard to do. Ya know? I juss wanna say fuck it all & let everything go part of me is saying to do it then another part is saying to don't do it. I know what is right for me but at the same tyme i don't. No one juss understands where i'm trying to come from. Am I really gunna be the only one that's gunna be doing good? Am I gunna stand alone through all of this?
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Wednesday, August 11, 2010 at 09:12 PM
Fuck Man! Why Is It Juss So Damn Hard To Live Without You!? Still Fucking Up... A Month Later! Juss Feeling Hella Emotional Lately! Not Giving A Fuck! Missing You So Much Right Now! Wanna Cry But Can't! Almost Cried Myslef To Sleep Latnight! Juss Can't Think Straight Anymore! Still Feel Lonely. Lost. A Fuck Up. & Not Wanted. I Juss Don't Know About Anything Right Now! All I Know Is That I Miss You Lyke Hell & That I Love You Kenneth.Edward.Underwood.Elkins!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Sunday, September 05, 2010 at 12:22 AM
Hey Kenny i love an miss you more then ever still! You was always there for me! I wish i coulda had you by my side when i was pregnant with Mr. Alex Michael! I Can't believe i'm a mommy now! I always thought you'd be here to see my first child! I know your watching over us tho! Your in my thoughts everyday! Missen you like crazy! Hope i get another visit in my dreams for you soon! Love you lots.
Posted by: Deidre Marie | Thursday, November 04, 2010 at 06:33 PM
Kenneth E Underwood-Elkins ,
iMiss you broo! LIke no joke. It feels like it was just 2 years ago that we were at tha movies. But its Been almost 5 YEARS since tha day yu left us in this scary world of nuthing to live for! Everyday , Every MOment & Every Year we miss you. yu completed alot of people & now there ainnt really NOTHING complete ! I just wish yu were here to catch me when i fall. iDont know who iAm to this day.. iFuckedd up reallyy bad! & i hope it gets easrier! & iHope one day soon iHope iGet too see youu! My life came to a piont i NEVER want you too see me as. But iKnow yu did bekuz yu were looking at me. Sometimes i just wish i kan just runway & never come back!
Kenneth i dont know what too doo with out yu.
i'd be missing you like like crazyy.
i love you soo much ♥
yer always gonna be gone :( But Never Forgotten(: i love yuu !
& always will!!!!! Until tha day that iDie !!
-We Been waiting for ur text for tha past 4 & a half years. i love & miss you so mcuh!! NEvewr forget thatt. thats on tha realss !
-iBeen waiting for yu too kall me or wake me up on my birthday to say it first!its not tha same anymore bro!
- theres so much hatered & drugggies out heree it DUMBB ! iReally dont got shit to talk about bekuz of tha firee ! but yeahh! im stopping!
- I LOVE YOU KENNETH E UNDERWOOD - ELKINS !
Posted by: Natasha Katina Underwood (: | Friday, December 31, 2010 at 04:39 PM
Alright, I've been clean for 50 days now and I feel great but yet like shit because I'm stressed and I wanna go home and just do great for myself! I miss everybody like crazy! I only want the best for myself and the rest of the family but I honestly think it won't happen because everytime we all try one of us fuck up then it goes in order... If one of us fuck up we all fuck up! I'm glad to hear good news about the family but I'm just so scared that their gonna give up and just say fuck it! But I just hope that I will do good once I get out of here besides fucking up because I really do want the best for myself and stay sober as much as I can but I just hope that I won't let anything get get in my way or bring me down. And I miss you like crazy! I'm kinda getting to the point of being straight minded still doing my best to get closer towards it but yet everytime I talk or think about you I still end up crying at the end! I love and miss you!
Posted by: Momo | Thursday, January 06, 2011 at 11:40 AM
Kenneth Edward<3;
Been thinkin about you lots about how i wish you could have met Alex the day he was born :( But i know you were there you weren't there in person but your spirit was there! I love you & Miss you just wanted you to know i been thinkin about you ALOT lately specially these hard times when i'm here in Skok without my family & friends its sooo hard to not be with them everyday but i know i need to grow up & i need to be my own person without depending on people! Love you kenny i hope to see you in my dreams again soon!
x0x0,
Deidre Marie
Posted by: Deidre M. Edwards | Saturday, January 15, 2011 at 07:37 PM
you know i havent went and seen you in a long time and dont see why im writing on this cause i doubt youll read it but every day i think about you or you cross my mindmy eyes tear up cause i know ill never get you back as my brother(cause you were more then a cousin to me)you helped me get through school and when you left i started to drink cause id rather die and hang with you then go through pain without you, school sucked cause you always loved school and i hated it but i went cause i could hang out with you.then i was taken away and i hated school still but i went because you liked it. and im graduating this year for you and my grandfather, im graduating because i know if you were still here i wouldnt be the only family member in school.and when i get that deploma its not just for me but you and im gonna stop by and give you it okay i owe you that much bro. i love you soo fucking much and i hope when i die i see you.
2011 was supposed to be are year!
ps i might even be a teacher cause i know when we were younger you wanted to be one.
Posted by: thomas | Monday, March 21, 2011 at 11:11 PM
Kenneth, My Best Cuzzin In The Whole World,
i miss you like effing crazii !
;( COOOOOOOOOOME BACK !
i member the memore's we had, TICKLE ;) i miss being in that house. without you i feel LONELY! please come see me soon! i miss you ;( i love you witt all my heart♥
;♥Kaali-Dan!
Posted by: -;♥Kali-elizabeth!(: | Thursday, March 31, 2011 at 02:00 PM
Kenny,
I don't know what to do bro. I have over four months clean but also lost and confused like no other. You know a lil over 2 weeks for it to be 5 years for you now and not sure if i wanna be clean because of it, I don't wanna feel the pain just like tomtom said I would rather drink then feel the pain either, it is to much to deal with. I guesse we'll see what happens when he day comes! I love you!
Posted by: Monique | Thursday, March 31, 2011 at 05:43 PM
Kennyy !
I miss you like no other right now !
Its so sad that it's almost been FIVE YEARS since tha day yuu left uss ALL behind !
Tha days we had together ! & i got THIRTY days KLEANN (: ! Bekuz imma gee (: ha
Buht anyways i miss & love yu like no other ! Its been so hard with out you these past few years ! Its still unbelieveable ! I honestly think these years been going byy SOO FASTT! & im tired of thinking that i wanna dont wanna be here without yuu ! Its so hard & im tired of waiting for yer call or text ! I just wanted to stopp by & show yu somee lovee even tho yu DONT getn this !
I LOVE & MISS YU !
Posted by: NatashaaKatinaa(: | Tuesday, April 05, 2011 at 02:01 AM
Kenny ,
its benn FIVE years without you !
& its hard ! I can't believe it's been this long without you! I dont know what to dO anymoree ! I miss you like crazy & yer tha only thing thats been runnung threw my mind ! & i dont know how to stop thinking about usingg ! It's hard to choose what choice i want !
Buht i just wanted to stop by & show yu tha lovings & know that yer NOT forgotten ! i lovee youu !
Posted by: Natashaaa Katinaa(: | Saturday, April 16, 2011 at 07:53 AM
Kenny,
I miss you like no other bro! I don't kniw what the fuck to do anymore! Just like lil sis Tasha said You have been going through my mind for a few weeks now && today is fuve years for you ),: I just wanna go get drunk or something because i don't wanna feel this pain! I'm not trying to cry but i couldn't do it! I'm so lost && confused not knowing what to do! Stressed out && it's alreasdy bad i have been thinking about relapseing now today is not a good day && nzow i'm thinking about it even more! I love && miss you like no other bro!
October 5, 1992 ~ April 16, 2006
Posted by: Momo | Saturday, April 16, 2011 at 10:17 AM
hey kousin.. its been a long time.. and i sure do miss you! ihope to see you again one day!
love you lots! <3
Posted by: Shaya. | Saturday, April 23, 2011 at 06:47 PM
Hey bro,
Gonna have 6 months clean on mothersday I believe. No BS too! Real talk! I miss you SO much.Everything is just falling down hill with EVERYBODY! I have NO BODY clean to be by my side anymore! Been wanting to say fuck it && I have a chance every secondof the day but i choose not to becuase I know that it will let SO many people down! Watching && hearing that everybody is not not doing good maked me wanna! But I know it's not the right thing! Maybe I shoul be the one that brakes the cycle!(: But I love&& Miss you SOOOO much!
Posted by: Monique Underwood-Elkins | Saturday, May 07, 2011 at 10:31 AM
Kenny,
I miss you sooo much bro! I've been thinking about you ohhh sooo much the past few days! I have 236 days clean also! I just can't wait for my number to be called to be with you! Time has flied by so quick it doesn't even feel like you've been gone for five years now! I feels like a dream.... I know it's not though! I'm also tired of all BS that has been going on! I can't keep on doing this on my own! I can't cry on my own anymore! It WAY to much for me to handle! It's hard to get rid of everything that has been stressing me out! I hold all my anger in ! This isn't me! I have NOT known who I am in years! Now that i don't have drugs to cover everything up everything is hitting me all at once! Why did it have to me you? YOU were there for me! NO ONE will EVER take your spot! But why am i clean? I just don't believe there is NO point at times! Don't know why though! I just wanna say fuck it for ONE NiGHT! I wanna feel goooood in my own skin! I don't wanna be someone I'm not! I dunno though? I miss you bro! <3
Posted by: Momo | Saturday, July 02, 2011 at 04:54 PM
Kenneth E. Underwood - Elkin's.
i miss you ton's & it's craziiiiiiii ! ♥
so many time's i've thought about you. life isn't the same. your one amazing cuuuzin! :) & iloveyouuuuuuuuuu.
i hope youu come see me & the fam bam some time. we shure do miss ya! ♥ wit love. kaliiii elizabeth ;) ♥
Posted by: ♥; Kali.Elizabeth.Underwood. :) | Wednesday, August 31, 2011 at 02:32 PM
Holidays will not be the same without you Kenneth.<3 There isn't a day that goes buy that you aren't on my mind! I love you. <3 <3 <3
Posted by: Monique | Thursday, November 24, 2011 at 09:32 AM
It doesn't feel like it's been six years. It's still hard to believe that your gone
Posted by: monique underwood-elkins | Monday, April 16, 2012 at 12:55 AM
BABYBOii,
iTS BEEN 6 HOLE YEARS SiNCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE!
iTS STiLL SO UNREAL TO ME. i STiLL DONT WANT TO
BELiEVE iT.BUT i AM BEiNG STRONG FOR ME & MY FAMiLY. i FORGOT TO MENTiON THAT i GAVE BiRTH TO A BEAUTiFUL BABYBOii 5.6.11 HiS NAME iS MALiKAi DWAYNE CHAMBERS! HES VERY HANDSOME! i WiSH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN THERE i THiNK YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN VERY PROUD OF ME.HE iS A BiG BiG BOii NOW HE iS ALMOST 1.. THEY GROW WAYYY TO FAST i DONT WANT HiM TO GROW UP SO FAST & WANNA LEAVE ME.. i NEVER WANT THAT DAY TO COME!! BEiNG AS STRONG AS I CAN BE. i HAVE 52 DAYS CLEAN TODAY & iT FEELS SOOO AMAZiNG. i NEVER THOUGHT i COULD DO iT BECAUSE iTS ALL i EVER KNEW! BUT iM DOiNG iT!! & iTS WORKING.. i HOPE YOU ARE PROUD OF ME! iM iNDEPENDENT YOUNG WOMAN NOW. i LOVE YOU ALWAYS KENNETH!! iM GOiNG TO GO ViSiT YOU TMRW SEE iF YOUR GRAVE NEEDS CLEANiNG & BRiNG YOU SOME GOODiES :) i LOVE YOU & MiSS YOU WiTH EVERY PASSiNG DAY BABE...
ALWAYS,
SYLENA
Posted by: SYLENA OLIVER-CHAMBERS | Wednesday, April 18, 2012 at 10:20 AM